This time imma speak plainly,
This time there’s no IFs no maybes
How hard is it to say u were hurt?
How hard is it to point out that there are things we need to sort?
Now I seem like the bad guy
Now I’m evil cuz I made u cry
Why?
Why not tell me the wrong I’m doing?
Why not show me where it hurts so my voice can be soothing?
Why not tell me that the battle for ur heart I’m losing …
If only u knew,
The things that are there but u hardly see like morning dew
Don’t want u to stay but can’t let u go,
How I really feel u can’t know,
Cuz in all honesty I can’t properly explain,
My hearts untouchable in unreachable terrain.
I’m sorry I ever made u cry,
Sorry I ever brought tears to ur eyes
Sorry that thoughts of me come with a sigh,
Sorry that I can’t give u more
Sorry that it had to be me that u adore
Sorry that I brought u pain
Stuck in one place u feel u remain
This though il let u know
Speak plainly u really must,
Unfortunately, hard it is to earn my trust,
Sometimes for words I’m at a loss,
As to why u make a fuss,
Really I don’t get it
Why u prefer this complicated setting.
Here’s my heart raw and unadulterated
Nd im saying It really isn’t cool to act complicated.
Anonymous asked: Whoz d #uknowwhoyouare?. Plus is she rily fine head to toe? Nice blog! Could use more details tho.
The #uknowwhoyouare knows who she is…. :) yh shes fine head to toe… Thank u! Ur compliment is really appreciated…. Buh what do you mean by “could use more details” ?? Id love any comment on how to make it better
Im not perfect
Things that i should take seriously i play with..
Sometimes i fall short and sin,
Yes i get worried abt what tommorow may bring
The losing song somtimes i sing…
Im not always fun to be with…
Peoples feelings sometimes i toy with…
Sometimes i swear and curse..
Unecessarily i might make a fuss….
The people i love i let go..
What exactly its about till now i dont know…
To get things sometimes i may stoop and go low…
Under pressure sometimes i buckle…
From beating my self up bruised are my knuckles…
Sometimes I fail to show appreciation..
To those afforementioned…
I owe an explanation…
Im not perfect..
Where i should be im not there yet…
Sometimes instead of no i said yes…
The man im to be iv not met yet………
From my heart sin has not left yet…
A lotta things i dont get…
Im not perfect….
Forgive me im not there yet…
i.f.c
So ur a real livewire huh??!!
Hearts ablaze
Ur mouth fuels the fire…
Ur walking tall but thin is the wire..
Becoming a sweettalker for hire…
Can u feel the pressure…
Up to standard do u measure?
Make up ur fucking mind,
Currently asleep but trouble ul soon find..
Tis not enuf that shes on ur mind…
Expectations expectations..
Thers no happiness here sorry its at the next station…
Expectations expectations…
My friend can keep up??..
To the demands can u meet up??
The truth my friend is bitter..
Down u must sit her..
Hard it wd be to be with her…
Do u see who ur becoming??
Ur end, do u see incoming?
Come, let solitude be ur friend…
Her bruised heart time would mend..
Do not become the monster u so despise…
Slow,steady but definite is ur demise..
Be wise oh self…be wise…
i.f.c
My thoughts of u imma keep simple…
My smile so deep.. U like my dimples??
Fuck that nigger that u love so bad…
I knw u think bout the times we have…
U can do better..
U smile ur eyes flutter…
U touch me i shudder..
Words said even though unspoken..
Feelings hidden best left untouched…..
Doors left unopened..
In sync..
Wandering if he was him…
Wandering bout when the lights go dim…
Nd evrything screams sin…
Oh u dont like that i put it like that..
The line …the line….so thin…
Cross nd no retreat..
We’d win… I garauntee no defeat…
She stands… He sits..
She’s keen..he’s all wit..
Speak out…
Stretch ur hand.. Reach out..
Not pride..swallow the doubt..
Ill be the rain in ur drought…
Ill be south when ur south..
Put a smile on ur face when u pout..
Fuck that nigger u think u have..
My voice soothing like salve…
U know it..
Im into u nd i show it..
Between us theres this issue..
Bout hw happy u are wen im witchu…
He knows…. His resentment he shows..
Heaven only knows …
If what we have ..wd grow…
:)
Keep smiling..
Our feelings we’l keep fighting…
i.f.c
So i hate that most times i miss u..
Nd every fibre within wants to be with u..
U come close my heart races nd i want to kiss u..
Stand aside for minute …
With u life feels like a slow song…
Ur in my head im oblivious to watevas going on…
Ur soo fucking perfect..
U make me my flaws want to neglect
Cant help but regret..
The truth u may not see yet..
Underneath the hard cover..
Yet the hard cover..
Is ur lover..
Somwhere beneath..
Like every one he needs..
Eccentric in his ways..
Sleep on u he may
Forget to tell u he may,
That ur the light that keeps him on his way…
Come close for a sec..
Heat from ur breath on his neck..
U smell soo good…
His hug says take care his face says hes there..
Fight the feeling he will….
His heart he wants no one to steal..
For u he says he’ll be better..
Take care of u he will under any weather..
U see what u do to him..
Living in the moment where the minutes working overtime…
Come close…kiss me one more time..
Lie to me..say the heats leftover from summertime…
That its not u and how u pause my time….
So come close.. Tell me u understand..
Invade my thoughts..
Be my friend…
Walk with me …
Must be hard to be that fine….
Head to toe nd u know…
I wont lie ..
My thoughts …..whew!! Thank God thier mine…
U get my blood rising nd i tell u…
Mind racing when im near u..
U saying something but i cant hear u…
Ur voice nd ur body pulling me close..
With all the control i lean in nd kiss ur nose..
Feelings bottled up ur lips might be the seal..
Take it slow she said…
“i dont know” he said…….
“he neva does” they echo…
But he neva really does..
Charm u he must…
Be charmed u musnt…
Cuz Lying around somewhere is lust…
“ur scared” he says ..
“im scared” she says..
“she always is” they echo…
She has to be..
Talk to me..
Not like ur stuck with me…
More like lifes wrong nd its right to walk with me..
Like u cant help but smile for me..
Like all thats missing is background music..
Pause…
U stop nd ask “what r we doing”
#buzzkill
I say i dont know but i like how im feeling..
Theres nothing… Nd theres something
Inbetween theres this thing…
What we have,whats there nd whats missing..
Where would everything go wrong..
Im sorry..
Cant lose u im so selfish…
I know…
If u go..its ok…il know..
The good ones go..
So go if u must..
#uknowwhoyouare
i.f.c
Trust issues…
Hearts bleeding wheres the tissue??..
Pushing u away even tho i need u…
Thinking bout u even when im witchu…
U just left nd i miss u..
Hearts bleeding..wheres the tissue!!!??!!
As far aswhen im here im with u..
Its clear i see the real u
Come with ur wounds lemme heal u…
Hearts bleeding wheres the fucking tissue!!!!!!!??!!!??
Trust issues…
The things u might have to deal with..
With a long knife my heart i found nd killed it…
Got me into more trouble than i cud deal with…
Black tape i found nd sealed it…
With lust i found nd filled it….
Far far away i willed it..
Deceased heart i killed it….
But neva with hate i filled it..
So whats the issue??
Cuz still on still,God is God,love is what it is
Nd yes i wnt lie i miss u..
My hearts bleeding please wheres the fucking tissue!!!!!!!
i.f.c
Hey… Hey…u!!! ….
Huh?
Yh..yh!! U…
With the face nd the hair nd the shoe…
Wanna see sumn cool??
Err..sure..
Come come…look… See…
There…
Where???
Here!!!….
Its far…its near…
Its here…..its there…..
Its hold we fear..
That our clean lives it might smear…
Oh dear..
Yh…its what it is or dare….
We try….to run we try…
But its here its there….
Its far its near…
Then it comes with a laugh nd kicks u in the rear…
With it,hearts can be mended…
Ties, sometimes it severes..
With it, wars were ended…
Speak fast cuz time’s expended..
U speak like from above u descended..
So speak fast time’s far expended..
What with can hearts be mended?
Im talking about the truth, my friend
Lifes favourite fiend..
To the dreamers, he’s sent..
To awaken, he went…
But I see ur time is far spent…
To u i thought i must vent..
No go on..im just here wishing..
That my loves lips i could be kissing…
Ur friend, The truth she found nd now shes missing..
Theres a hole in my heart that needs a filling..
Ur mouth the vehicle,the fuel, ur lies..
Truth is the dagger by wich pretense dies..
So long as u remain here..under the skies..
Search nd find u truth will wherever u hide…
So help me for i run no more..
My wounds need healing for they are sore…
Where is ur friend u recommend i seek..
Forever hold ur peace or now..speak..
In the bind of ur mind..
Ur lies the keep..
The friend u ask for… The help u seek..
He’s urs to have..he’s urs to keep..
The truth my friend will set u free…
i.f.c
